I
scrape the pot. I scrub and soak and scour. I want this stuck gone. I
want the scorched removed. I want pristine once more. I have
forgotten that I need only cover it with a damp paper towel, and
wait. Given time, the stuck will soften. The scorch will soon be
washed away.
How
often have I tried to scrub my heart?
I
have pleaded forgiveness, scraped and scoured, attempting to be rid
of the stuck. I want to be done with the guilt, freed from the shame.
I want the pristine once more.
I
forget and never seem quite satisfied with simply covering my sin
with the blood of Christ. I should have to do more, work harder at
being good. I ought to ask forgiveness yet again. I cower and weep.
Over and over I scrape.
Yet,
if I will come boldly to His throne of grace, I will find mercy and
grace and help in time of need.( Hebrews 4:16.)
I may come boldly... not begging. Not reluctant. Not cowering.
Confidently. Without fear. When I am willing to come and cover the
scorch with His grace, the stuck softens. The sin is washed away, and
so is my guilt.
I
scrape no more.
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